hi blog...
Hows life? lifes been pretty much the same..tml's volleyball is cancelled..cos we can't book the court..no places..guess after winter..everyone is out to play agn..darn..can't play man.hmmmm....the prob between us..i'm not sure if it;ll be resolved..or wat is the prob tat suddenly u became like that..u treat mi differently frm the past.....but regardless of wat...i hope u'll be truthful to mi..i am prepared to listen to wat u say or ur decision.....hmm..everytihng i say seems to piss u off..and then we'll start arguing..over the things that are so insignificant..hmmm.. or do u need to re evaluate ur own feelings and ur feelings towards mi..the feeling bet us is different..it doesnt even seem to be there now..i sense that frm u...i am hurt by ur words at times..u might not be aware...i still love u ..its a difficult period for these few mths....but its jus a phase..it;ll be over...
no money doesnt mean no opportunities..it jus means u have to work harder for those opportunities..life is difficult now in army..i noe i'd nv understand the life u're going thru in there..but i hope that my words of encouragement would have some effect towards u..after ur army life...u can make decisions to ur own life..u can control the way u wan to lead ur life..all hope is not lost..there is definitely a future ahead for u..it's not as bleak as u feel it is...be optimistic and look forward to the path u wan to take in life next time...
maybe u can think bout it ...and take some time to evaluate ur feelings towards mi..and our relationship....sometimes the harder u try...the more difficult it is..maybe we can take a step back..and look at the bigger picture first..then think through and be truthful to yourself too.. when u're ready..u can tell mi...