RATS!!

my blog yesterday is gone..i typed an entry and the browser hanged...and apparently it didnt get uploaded!~! !@#?%^&#@*@~!! bullocks!

Zhijie got a golden opportunity to work in new zealand
hmm..ok..yesterday i wrote an entry..that i am really happie for him having the chance to work in weta digital..He's veri excited about it, and i can feel his passion and energy in the enthu-ness..eheh..i believe one day he'll make it big..i can't help but feel that way since i was together wif him 3 yrs ago..i knew he would have bigger plans in the future..and he has the potential becos of his skills. now that the chance has come, i really hope he can be selected for it..3 pple are gonna vie for the places..*cross finger* that he gets it. In watever decisions he makes, i'd support and believe in him like i always did so.yaAy!

15th Jan 2005
The day after i knew the news...

its the 2nd day that i noe the news that he might be going..i feel he's gonna be going..a strong feeling..and i really hope that his hopes won't be dashed by not selecting him to go..
and it suddenly hit mi..that end of the mth he'll be going..seems like onli 2 weeks..he'll be gone..
suddenly i was filled with emotions..cos its gonna be another round of seperation..that i find it hard to endure..i still support him in going, but jus that the news came too sudden..and i feel..its so soon he's leaving..yesterday nite..b4 i slept..i tot bout it..and i felt so sad..i laid in bed..and i can't sleep..cos i kept thinking bout it..till tears rolled down my eyes ..but then i didnt think bout it and tried to sleep..
well..i think by the end of this week..he'll know the outcome of the thing..
its his big chance, and i really giv him my support. i will not think too much...when the time comes...i'll noe how i feel..maybe i already noe how i feel..jus that i don wanna think about it now..
think positivly..a great acheivement for his career. once in a lifetime chance in working wif an established firm..earning big bucks..hahaa...yea..its his dream to earn big bucks too.


The 50cnt game

today we played the game agn..its great..hmm..but sleepy after tat as usual..i jus wanna say that it has enhanced the closeness..and i do treasure it..its a feeling that i nv experienced for the past yrs..as we're now in another level of the r/s..


hmm....ok, its getting late, gotta go to sleep....hehe. more blogging next time.
goodnite!